I'm trying to cut the baby clothes again. And I'm stuck on this one. It's the one from the picture I posted. I found myself, without reason, bringing it to my face to smell it. Hoping. Then I just laid my head down and let the tears come. It's just so hard. And it really shouldn't be. It will make something beautiful...

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Tears to my eyes too.
Just think, the day you complete the quilt, you will be able to wrap yourself in it, just like our Lord has wrapped you in His arms through everything.
So, who is this that says it shouldn't be hard? If it's others ... have they been through what you have? If it's yourself - stop it! You've lost a baby. You know where she is and with whom she is waiting for you ... but that doesn't keep your heart from missing and breaking all over again. Give yourself permission to be ... human. Then, remember a holy God loves you and her ... and has a promise of reuniting you both together!!
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