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Life is going. School is piling up for both of us. Frankly, I am sick of thinking about it, talking about it, doing it. It is consuming. Makes me grumpy. And I had to take a test tonight. On SUNDAY!! The test was available tonight only from 8-10. I have issues with that. This is the one day of the week I give myself to "not" do schoolwork. I had to miss my nap to study. Probably the reason for the grumps.

Tonight I had tear problems. NO idea why, but I was sitting in church and just starting crying. This is not my emotional time of year (yet), but I held a sweet baby at church this morning. I am so thankful people don't think I'm a stalker! I haven't met these people, but I asked if I could just hug the baby. They let me. It was super nice of them. lol Anyway, it was a little girl...and tonight I was reflecting on how sweet it felt to hold her, and I started missing Chloe. It doesn't happen like that very often, but it did. I *almost* couldn't hold back the sobs. But I was able to repress the emotion once again and only a few tears leaked down my face. Probably another reason for the grumps.

GRUMPY> Good thing Jesus loves me like I am. I am so glad He doesn't get frustrated with my whining or crying or complaining. And that He doesn't stop talking to me. I am just so in love with His word right now...I can't wait to read more and learn more. And I hope it never goes away. HUNGRY.