Friday, July 27, 2007

Together at Last!

We are home! We had a wonderful week away. I missed Cameron a little too much...it made me super grumpy. I was telling him last night, and he thinks it is neat that we have a connection like that. That being apart alters the way our emotions are. So that got me thinking...
Do I rely on his companionship more than I should? Is that what it means to make an idol of someone? I really don't know. I do know that when I fill my time with Gods word and prayer, I miss him in a less desperate way when we are apart. But then, I was also thinking that God made us ONE when we were married. So, it is normal and good that I feel like a part of me is missing when we don't get to be together, because a part of me IS missing. Regardless of all my ponderings, I am so glad that we are home together again. While I hate being separated, I love that it renews that newlywed love I have for him. I just can't get enough of him! I remember all the reasons I wanted to marry him again, and I get to think on those things and show him the depths of my love for him. My girls get to see us smile and giggle and kiss. It just makes the home happier when we act like we WANT to be married.

(And I will post details of our trip along with photos when I get unlazy and locate my camera to plug it in to the computer.)

1 comment:

beaumommy said...

glad you're back! missed ya on here!