Deep Thoughts

I have been thinking about how to change things up a bit on here and still let y'all in on our personal lives around here. So I have decided to post MORE personally. This isn't going to be easy, because it means that I have to admit that I am not perfect (I know!!) and that our family has flaws like everyone elses. Yes. I do get angry at my husband. Yes. My children drive me batty at times. Yes. I get discontent. Yes. I wonder where God is in the mix. Yes. I even wonder if this is all there is to life. But the thing that stays constant is that He guides me in the direction I need to go. He leads me to places to find the answers I have been looking for. Just the other day, I found an aquaintance on MySpace that I don't really talk to, but that I had some courses with. I went to her site and was reading her blog when I was totally convicted of my laziness in my relationship with Christ. My eyes filled with tears, and I read like a thirsty person would drink water. I NEED to find time to read my Bible. I NEED to lock myself in my closet and talk to the One who really matters. I NEED to set a better example for my daughters. So, I am making a decision to change. And I am going to start right now. Care to join me on this journey? We can encourage one another. Let's go sit in Jesus lap and let Him hold us!