Why?

Ellie told me today that she has a special charm attached to her umbrella so that she can remember Faith when she dies.  Um...WHAT?!

Then she asked me why they (her and her sisters) don't die.  I didn't understand, so she clarified for me.  She said that since Chloe died like that, why didn't they?

I think all the blood left the upper part of my body. I didn't know what to say other than to feel so very thankful that they didn't "die like that".

This is Chloe's Halloween decor this year.  Just another part of me and my life...