Ever feel like nothing is right? Like this isn't "it". We are there. Not sure what we are doing about it, or when. But change (more than we already have) is coming.
We went to a church by our house yesterday...the one I went to last Sunday. On Mother's Day. Alone. *had to throw that in one last time hehehe. We felt like we were home. It was comfortable. Friendly. Welcoming. Challenging. All the things that make a church. I enjoyed the pastor immensely. The music was...well. It wasn't Cam. And I love to listen to Cam. But it wasn't bad... The girlies seemed to enjoy it once they got over me cramming Faith's reaching hands in the nursery door as she wailed like I chopped them off. Ugh. Why is that so hard? I KNOW I stay home with them, and they don't really have much interaction with strangers, but seriously. It is a room full of new toys. Fun new toys! But they did well. After the initial shock of me abandoning them in their hour of need. So we will go Wednesday night for a meal (yay!!) and prayer. Hopefully I can get through it without crying. I really don't have high hopes of that happening, but I can try! And if I do cry, surely they will understand. And surely they won't hug me. They won't hug me will they?!! I don't do well with touching strangers. Ohhhh...maybe Jesus wants me to be a hugger. People seem to always hug me. I should embrace it. Okay. I will try that. Maybe. I'll let you know how it goes...
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I'm glad you liked the church and sorry you had to go w/out Cam. :( Things will fall into place for you guys soon, and then it'll just feel like second nature. Love you guys!
I just got your comment I would love to get together because I live over on hatchery road. I know that it has been ages but I could use another friend. I am not that good at making friends and I always feel like the odd ball. So if you are interested in getting together sometime my email is tea2006@suddenlink.net I am so scaried about homeschooling. I am afriad that I am going to fail at it. So I would love any advice that you can give. Thanks
Steph, I'm glad you like the new church. Kids are funny about that. I always wondered the same thing when I worked at the daycare. New toys!! Hello? And no parents to tell you "no". ;)
So.....I'll remember the "no hugging" when we see you. ;) We're not strangers, though....we're family. So....the hugging will definately happen!! :) We are all a hugging family....if you think about it.
By the way, when are we gonna see y'all? Josh is coming soon, ya know? Be sure and come on MY DAY OFF. We gotta plan it. Alright Steph, we love you guys!!
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