Update and Clarification

Okay. Ashley and Summer...Yes. I did say I want another baby. It is very recent that the desire has completely left me. And I mean completely. It is so weird. I thought it was the saddest thing to think about this being all. But, now, I see where my family is complete. Don't get me wrong. If God decided to bless us with another one, I would welcome him/her gladly. But I wouldn't choose that necessarily. And yes. Gracie is praying for a brother. So is Faith...

Now to Summer. You are not dumb. I don't know every month that I am not pregnant. I didn't think it was possible breastfeeding (naive. I know.) until oops! the stick showed me two lines after Faith. I just know that generally I don't have a period for about year if I nurse the whole year. So now that the year has come and gone, I am getting antsy. And the cramping. I cramp with pregnancies. Severely. I also have some spotting. And all those other symtpoms I listed. But cramps come with visitors too. So it could go either way.

Update: I did take a test. And it was negative. Yay! However, it was a cheapo from Dollar Tree and it could be early. But I am just trusting the negative. It isn't often that I get negative results you know...