Goodbyes

I do not like saying goodbye.  At all.  We said goodbye to our church Sunday and the effects are still coming.  I find myself tearing up and being super weepy without notice.  All this is just hard...

We are now in SanAngelo hanging out for the week until we leave for vacation on Sunday.  Our car is giving us fits again, and I am struggling with it!  I don't understand why God would allow car problems 4 months before we leave for good and won't need one anymore.  I know His plans are good, but I'm not feeling the good in this.  And on top of that, the person fixing it is such a blessing to us, and I feel like a burden to him.  So, we aren't sure what we will do, but it will be figured out soon I hope.

And.  Another ridiculous-ness that is happening in my life is weight gain.  I am up about 6 pounds since maybe March.  I'm not stress eating.  I'm being choosy in what I do eat.  I'm exercising.  I'm getting my 8 hours of sleep.  Actually, I probably get more because I can't seem to make it through the day without a little nap.  I am exhausted all the time.  And nauseous.  I'm guessing this is all stress related, and I am sure ready for it to be over!  I would also guess it won't be over anytime soon...