Monday, September 14, 2009
eight years
that is how long it has been since I held my first baby. the hurt doesnt stop. i want to hold her, to hug her, to see her. i want to see the reasons why this had to happen. i know there are reasons. big ones. huge ones. i want to be open to my Father calling me. i want to be able to use the pain to lead someone to Him. i want this fire to refine me. i just want to do my part in the big picture. i praise Him! she was a perfect baby and His plans for her were perfect. i count myself blessed to have had her for those four months.
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I love you, Cam and the girls. You are an amazing gal. You pushed through the pain and fear to bear more children - something that I couldn't do. I remember the day, like it was yesterday....details of your first phone call to me, details of the hospital....I will never forget her. *HUGS*.
We will never forget her either. She was beautiful--the first girl born to our family. I think you are remarkable. I admire your strength. I am so very blessed to consider you my daughter. I love you.
Praying for you...
I love you, Steph.
love love love
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