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Do you ever have those days that the tears flow without reason? You do everything in your power to make them stop, but they come anyway. I had a big upset this afternoon and called to be open and honest with the one who hurt me like an adult instead of sulking like a child (which is MUCH easier and what I kinda wish I had done). I had no tears threatening while dialing. But as soon as the hello was heard, the faucet started to leak. Then pour. And the conversation didn't go well. Somehow or another, it came down to if I would be nicer, then all this could have been avoided. But I am a woman. And, lets face it, women can be catty, and we say things we don't really mean just because we are upset. And members of the opposite sex should know this. They should expect this. And they should forgive the mishaps and move on. Not store them for later retaliation. So it was my fault. And the tears just kept coming. Then Cam knocked over my soda and that was my fault too because I didn't put it in the right place. But it was MY car, and I knew it was there and that is where I could reach while trying to buckle in Ellie. So I cried some more. Over spilled coke. He promptly apologized though. It was a reaction on his part because he didn't mean to spill it. And I was never upset at him. Just in general I guess. It is just one of those days...